I got completely overwhelmed with the amount of things on my plate right now and literally started crying at my desk at the thought of it all. I’m really starting to question my sanity. What was I thinking? Moving and getting married in basically the same month? I’ll get it done, I know I will, but I spent a good part of the day moping. Inevitably, when I get upset about one thing, it always manifests itself into me complaining about body image issues. I know it’s not attractive. I know that Jason doesn’t want hear me complaining that I feel fat. I know this. But I do it anyway. At least once a month and usually it happens about a week before my period. PMS is a bitch, yo.
I stopped off at Kroger and picked up some chicken. I really like how my crappy Kroger has a decent organic section. I buy this Springer Mountain Organic Chicken that’s from somewhere in GA (I think) and is not really that expensive. Today I bought some sort of Indian simmer sauce and Jason cooked them up with some frozen veggies.
It was good but the sauce sort of had heat without flavor if that makes sense. I like some of the Trader Joe’s simmer sauces that I’ve tried more. But I thought I’d give it a whirl. After dinner, we went to the gym. For some reason, I haven’t been into running at all lately. Hate that. It’s kind of like if I’m not training for a race, I never have the motivation to run. I did do the arc trainer for 30 minutes and then an ab routine.
These layoffs at work have really gotten to me, I think. Not so much that I am worried that I’m next, although that too, but the work environment just feels weird without these two women there.
I think I will feel better tomorrow. Don’t mind me.